relucto
From LSJ
ἀνιαρῶς τε φέρει τὴν τελευτὴν, καίτοι γε τὸν πρόσθεν χρόνον διαχλευάζων τοὺς μορμολυττομένους τὸν θάνατον, καὶ πρᾴως ἐπιτωθάζων → he bears death with grief, although in a former time he criticized, and mildly derided, those that were fearing death
Latin > English (Lewis & Short)
rĕlucto: āre, v. reluctor.
Latin > French (Gaffiot 2016)
rĕluctō, āre, c. reluctor : Apul. M. 4, 20 ; 7, 5 || part. reluctatus, sens passif : Claud. Pros. 1, 42.