repugnanter
From LSJ
ἀλλ' οὐκ ἂν μαχέσαιτο· χέσαιτο γάρ, εἰ μαχέσαιτο → fighting is what she can't do, for if she should fight she would shit
rĕpugnanter: adv., v. repugno,
I P. a. fin.
rĕpugnantĕr,¹⁶ à contre-cœur, de mauvaise grâce : Cic. Læl. 91.