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Ἐδιζησάμην ἐμεωυτόν → I searched out myself
adv.
Dejectedly: P. ἀθύμως (Xen.), δυσθύμως (Plat.), P. and V. ἀθλίως, πικρῶς, οἰκτρῶς.