shamefully
From LSJ
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P. and V. αἰσχρῶς, κακῶς, ἀναξίως, P. ἐπονειδίστως.
ignominiously: P. and V. κακῶς, ἀτίμως, ἀκλεῶς, V. δυσκλεώς.