Ὅστις γὰρ ἐν πολλοῖσιν ὡς ἐγὼ κακοῖς ζῇ, πῶς ὅδ' Οὐχὶ κατθανὼν κέρδος φέρει; → For one who lives amidst such evils as I do, how could it not be best to die?
suspectĭo: ōnis, f. 1. suspicio,
I a looking up to any one; trop., an esteeming highly (very rare), Arn. 7, p. 221 (7, 13 fin. Orell.).