τὸ μὴ γὰρ εἶναι κρεῖσσον ἢ τὸ ζῆν κακῶς → for it is better not to exist than to live in misery
āctŭārĭŏla, æ, f., barque : Cic. Att. 10, 11, 4 ; 16, 3, 6.