δυσπαραστάτως
From LSJ
Μούνη γὰρ ἄγειν οὐκέτι σωκῶ λύπης ἀντίρροπον ἄχθος → I have no longer strength to bear alone the burden of grief that weighs me down
Spanish (DGE)
adv. con una mala formulación, incorrectamente ὡς ἰδιώτης ... τῷ λόγῳ ... δ. ἔφρασεν ἃ νενόηκεν Origenes Io.13.54.