δυσκράτητος
From LSJ
Μούνη γὰρ ἄγειν οὐκέτι σωκῶ λύπης ἀντίρροπον ἄχθος → I have no longer strength to bear alone the burden of grief that weighs me down
English (LSJ)
[ᾰ], ον,
A hard to control, τὸ δ. τῆς ἐπιβολῆς D.S.3.3; ungovernable, ill-disciplined, J.AJ19.4.1; γηρῶντι ἤδη δ. εἶναι (sc. τὴν ἀρχήν) App.Syr. 61.