πάρειμι δ' ἄκων οὐχ ἑκοῦσιν, οἶδ' ὅτι → I'm here unwilling, before those who don't want me, I'm sure
absens: entis (not apsens), Part. of absum.
absēns,¹¹ tis,1 part. prés. de absum2 adjt, absent : Cic. Verr. 2, 5, 109, etc.