ἔσχατον κύβον ἀφιέναι
From LSJ
Ὅστις γὰρ ἐν πολλοῖσιν ὡς ἐγὼ κακοῖς ζῇ, πῶς ὅδ' Οὐχὶ κατθανὼν κέρδος φέρει; → For one who lives amidst such evils as I do, how could it not be best to die?
Dutch (Woordenboekgrieks.nl)
de laatste dobbelsteen gooien, z'n laatste kans wagen