meditamentum
From LSJ
μούνη γὰρ ἄγειν οὐκέτι σωκῶ λύπης ἀντίρροπον ἄχθος → I have no longer strength to bear alone the burden of grief that weighs me down, I no longer have the strength to hold up alone the weight of grief that pushes against me, I no longer have the strength to counterbalance alone the weight of grief that acts as counterweight, I have no longer strength to balance alone the counterpoising weight of sorrow
Latin > English (Lewis & Short)
mĕdĭtāmentum: i, n. id.,
I a thinking of any thing, a preparation.
I In gen.: belli, Tac. H. 4, 26; id. A. 15, 35: arietum meditamenta, thoughtfully prepared battering-rams, Amm. 23, 4, 10.— *
II In partic.; plur.: puerilia, rudiments taught to children at school, Gell. 8, 10 in lemm.
