οὔτ' ἐν φθιμένοις οὔτ' ἐν ζωοῖσιν ἀριθμουμένη, χωρὶς δή τινα τῶνδ' ἔχουσα μοῖραν → neither among the dead nor the living do I count myself, having a lot apart from these
obstinacy: P. σκληρότης, ἡ, αὐθάδεια, ἡ, Ar. and V. αὐθαδία, ἡ.
acts of stubbornness: V. αὐθαδίσματα, τά.