恨
From LSJ
εἰς πέλαγος σπέρµα βαλεῖν καὶ γράµµατα γράψαι ἀµφότερος µόχθος τε κενὸς καὶ πρᾶξις ἄκαρπος → throwing seeds and writing letters at sea are both a vain and fruitless endeavor
aversatio, simultas, detestatio, fuga, horreo, invidia, odi, exhorresco, inimicitia, execratus, odium