κακόνοια
From LSJ
Ubi idem et maximus et honestissimus amor est, aliquando praestat morte jungi, quam vita distrahi → Where indeed the greatest and most honourable love exists, it is much better to be joined by death, than separated by life.
English (LSJ)
ἡ,
A ill-will, malice, opp. εὔνοια, Lys.22.16, X.An.7.7.45, Cyr.3.1.38, D.21.204, Ph.2.120, al.